Wednesday, January 11, 2006
I have a son named Allan. He isn't the best son in the world, but he is trying to be. He has a lot of problems. He is suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome at the moment. He has met a girl that he really likes, she has just left her husband who was mentally cruel to her. She has two young children. Allen phoned me this morning to ask what I thought of her. Then he asked if he should have a relationship with her. I dont know!! I told him I dont know. But he thinks he isn't good enough to have a relationship. Damn. I'm beginning to think he is in a worse state then me! It hurts when you cant help your kids. I feel pretty useless, but what could I tell him? I said it was a choice he had to make for himself. He asked what to do if it failed. I said he would only find that out if it did. I am starting to confuse myself now.
Allan