Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Disappointment AGAIN. The guy who was coming to see Sascha today has decided not to go ahead. So my sweet little baby girl is up for sale again. I REALLY need to find her a home. She is just ripping me apart. I SO want to keep her, but I know I cant. I just cant afford it. There is no way I want any of my dogs to suffer because I couldn't make my head rule my heart.
I feel so low again now. I was not too bad yesterday. But I did get a crippling bout of stomach ache last night. No idea why. I spent the entire night in agony, crying from the pain. And throwing up. YUCK!!! Its amazing how long you can keep retching when your stomach is totally empty. And of course, the more I retched, the more it hurt. I finally managed to get to sleep about 5am. And got up again at 7.30am. To find the email from the guy who was going to buy Sascha.
Sascha has decided she is stronger then anyone else. Ben and Inka against Sascha!!!
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