Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Think I might start another Blog. One for my Slimming World. I lost another 3lbs this week. That means I have lost a total of 22 1/2lbs so far. I have not been able to lose weight like this before. I have always managed to lose maybe 6 or 8lbs, but never over 20.I have dropped nearly 5 clothes sizes. I used to be a UK size 28, now I am an 18/20 depending on what clothes they are. The pj's I am wearing now are 18's and they feel HUGE!, but my jeans are a 20 and they only feel a little loose. I would be happy to get to 14 stone, or, for my USA buddies, 196lbs. I haven't been that light since I was 20. I weigh 16st 11 1/2lbs now (235 1/2lbs) I have come down from 18st something. I cant remember, but I hated being that big. I just want to be normal. I already feel a little better for having lost over 20lbs. But I want to be able to walk past people without them staring at me. I already feel as though everyone hates me, I dont need to feel worse because someone doesn't like the way I look. But I am not doing this for them. I am doing it for me. I want to be healthier. I want to enjoy things again. I need to feel good about myself again. I just wish I had reason to.
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