Thursday, December 08, 2005
And I feel colder then I should. Last year, just before Christmas, I lost one of my older brothers. Very suddenly. Now I am beginning to have unfounded fears that I am going to lose another one of my brothers. When Glynne died last year, it bought our family back together a little. Due to my mothers second husband being a total and utter bastard (please excuse the language, but he is the only person in the world I ever really hated) my family spread over the country and had very little contact with each other. But Glynnes death bought most of us back together. I loved it. Now I am terrified that Tony will die. Tony being my brother, not Tony Stewart. There is NO logical reason why Tony should die, but I just cant get it out of my head. It scares me so much.