Life, highs and lows of an English Tony Stewart fan.

An Englishwoman, living in England, who loves Nascar, Tony Stewart, Garth Brooks, horses, German Shepherd Dogs,and absolutely adores all her American (and Canadian) friends!!!!

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Getting a bit fidgety now. Waiting for tomorrow morning. Waiting to see the doc. Not sure if I am looking forward to it, or if it is scaring me. What if he doesn't have any way to help me? What if there are no more meds I can take. I hate being out of control. No, thats wrong. I hate not being IN control. And depression takes that away from me.

In trying to distract ourselves, the re-decorating is moving ahead, slowly. Got a nice curtain pole today. Very cheap, but nice. Doesn't look cheap.

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