Saturday, March 11, 2006
I don't really know why, but I seem to lack the be-arsed to do anything. I think of things that need doing, but that's as far as I get. I don't seem to have any energy or enthusiasm for anything. Not even for being on the computer that much. Normally I spend every spare minute on the computer. Even if it is just sitting playing card games or something. But today I don't even want to do that.
John, Janet and the kids came up from Stoke for a flying visit. That normally cheers me up, but not even that is working today. I need someone to kick me in the butt and yell at me to get me doing something. Anything. There is so much I could be doing, but I just cant be bothered. I am so fed up.
I have been craving chocolate all day. There is no chocolate in the house, and I cant afford to go and get any. Why the sudden craving? I mean, I love chocolate, but this is more then just wanting some. I NEED it!
I haven't been training Shunya today either.
I feel lousy. When is it all going to end. I need to get back on my feet.
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