Saturday, March 18, 2006
Why does it always happen to us? I just dont understand. We try so hard to get ourselves sorted out. And just when we think we have finally got to the top of the hill, something comes along and kicks us waaaaaaaaaaaay back down. I am just so fed-up now. I just feel like giving up. But I know I cant. I just dont know what to do any more. If I had the choice, then maybe........... but I dont have ANY choice do I? Not one. So its just going to grind me into the ground. I cant deal with it any more. Why cant I just let go.