Tuesday, December 26, 2006
I try. I really do. Every day I try to figure out why I am so self destructive. I should be happy with what I have. I have a good husband, who loves me. I have my children, grandchildren and great-grandchildren. I have my dogs, my friends, both "real life" friends and my cyber-friends. I have my sisters and brothers. I have a roof over my head. I have enough to eat. I have my computer, my connexion to the outside world. So why do I feel like I have no reason to be here? I never have anything good to say about myself. I dont believe I am any use for anything. I dont believe I can do anything well. I always put myself down.
I guess life is just meant to be as it is.
Maybe next year will be different.
posted by tazfan at 11:00 pm comment(s) made:
0
